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The Weight

December 20th, 2012 + 2:12 AM  ·  Fantasy

The Weight
by Sarah E. White
12/20/2012

ended without a sad goodbye
messages and phone calls, no reply

let it go for a couple of weeks,
i cried myself to sleep.
 
this just isn't me

i waited to long trying not to notice
the silence that soon, served me well

all was quiet except the page turning
inside me raging hell

*pre chorus*
I'm heading out in an hour,
the town is mine the night is young,
nothing here is going to stop me,
you missed your chance on that one

*CHORUS*
I'm leaving you at the door tonight,
pushing you back so I can feel alright,
and I think I'm gonna be okay, again
This is ending with a new start and I,
don't want your weight on my heart and I,
don't want you on my mind,
anymore tonight.


walking away never seemed as easy
as giving in, to, the pain

yesterday i felt differently
but today has changed.

Nothing was ever, going fix this
I've realized that, just now

although I've got all my bags
i feel lighter somehow

*pre chorus*
So I'm heading out in an hour
where I'm going I don't know,
but at this point anything is better
than making myself feel alone.

*CHORUS*
I'm leaving you at the door tonight,
pushing you back so I can feel alright,
and I think I'm gonna be okay, again
This is ending with a new start and I,
don't want your weight on my heart and I,
don't want you on my mind,
anymore tonight.

*music break*

Thank you for never calling
or giving me a reason why

Silence was the best gift
that you gave me
With it I finally found that I'mmmmm

*CHORUS*
I'm leaving you at the door tonight,
pushing you back so I can feel alright,
and I think I'm gonna be okay, again
This is ending with a new start and I,
don't want your weight on my heart and I,
don't want you on my mind,
anymore tonight.


I don't want you anymore tonight.

********************************************************

Well "The Wait" is over I finally posted a song!!!! It has been forever and I think my year of writers block is definitely coming to an end and fast, I have so much going on with this song.  It's based on real life, as are all my lyrics. Suggestions are welcome, however I am getting more comfortable with the way I write.

About the song:
Its about a person, who is just been in a long relationship that was over well before it was "over" sort of ended without any goodbyes, a clean break if you will, and it was for the best, and as weeks go by without contact, they find themselves in the silence of it all.

Let me know what you think!!!

I love you all and have really missed you!
-Sarah White-  aka Miss White
11

SELLSELL

January 15th, 2012 + 2:01 AM  ·  Fantasy

REALLY?! Someone get em outta here!  Why on earth would you make your screen name SELLSELL.... Wow, that didn't give them away atttt allll. SarcasimSarcasim.


thought you should know.

-Sarah
Category: Abuse
Comments (11) by Denis
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Memory Lane

December 20th, 2011 + 1:12 AM  ·  Fantasy

scuffing my chucks on the pavement
hood up in the pouring rain
strings pulled tight
tears in my eyes
nothing to take for the pain

you left my doorstep that morning
taking with you all I had
breaking me down into nothing
leaving me out for the bad

It's here on this street
that you'll remember me
the good times, the bad
the best ones we had
the fun and the games
the love and the pain
it's always going to be the same
walking down memory lane


take back the promises you made me
take back the i love yous
take back all the things you said
leave me here to sing the blues

I've waited days for a downfall rain
to try and remember you
the way that you smile, the look in your eyes
everyone of those sleepless nights
dreams that will never come true
here in the rain without you

It's here on this street
that you'll remember me
the good times, the bad
the best ones we had
the fun and the games
the love and the pain
it's always going to be the same


scuffing our chucks on the pavement
hoods up in the pouring rain
hands held tight
light in our eyes
walkin' down memory lane



*** Needless to say it's sorta rough, I just sort of slapped it together in the past half hour. Not bad though. Let me know what you think. Haven't really had any great material lately so I get inspired by the past sometimes.
As always thank you for reading, I love you for it!**

Thanks!
-Miss White
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What's Been Missing

November 4th, 2011 + 12:11 AM  ·  Fantasy

somehow some way
ill be singing this song
somehow some way
you'll be singing along
whether its over the radio
or in a smokey bar
even if we arent together
at least our voices are


i dont think you knew what you were doing
when you left that summer
 i don't think we knew anything about love
but we could have taught each other
now years have come and gone
and here i sit writing this song
in small hopes that you'll listen
cuz i think you're whats been missin

somehow some way
ill be singing this song
somehow some way
you'll be singing along
whether its over the radio
or in a smokey bar
even if we arent together
at least our voices are


when i first met you i was a young fool
dreaming big dreams of the impossible
now here i am just workin my way
for the dreams of my younger days
its harder than i expected
i wouldnt have it any other way
i'm making all of them come true
the only thing missing is you

i dont know if this song will play
but im keeping it just in case
somebody believes in me
the way that you used to
maybe i might get lucky
and this song lead me back to you.

somehow some way
ill be singing this song
somehow some way
you'll be singing along
whether its over the radio
or in a smokey bar
even if we arent together
at least our voices are


and here i sit writing this song
in small hopes that you'll listen
cuz i think you're whats been missin



()*()*() Hello again fellow bandampers!! Been missin' you (no pun intended as to this songs title ) But I'm back. Life has deffinitally got in the way this past year, my family and I have been through a rough time. Just means better music right? hope you like this, I'm still playing with verses here and there, and as always opinions and suggestions are most welcome. Love you all, and I have sincerely been missing you.

Love,
Miss White
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What You Haven't Heard

December 14th, 2010 + 12:12 AM  ·  Fantasy

When I'm around you
I feel all my nerves
yet when I look at you
you're looking at her
we laugh and joke
when she isn't around
I'm always there
when your feeling down
holding your hand
and pushing your chin up
helping you believe that your always enough

I could never tell you I love you
Because I know you love her
but inside my heart beats so hard
I'm surprised you haven't heard
but since I cant say it
I'll show you the best way I can
I'm here for you always
from begining to end


I'll keep my butterflies
locked up inside
maybe they will die down
after sometime
right now I see the way
that your looking at her
and its looking like I
haven't got a shot in the world.

chorus


I'm the only one
to ever see you cry
or picks up the phone
well after midnight
I'll always be honest
except for this time
I don't want to loose,
what isn't even mine.

chorus
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